06/08/08

Personality

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Vanity

Honestly, I’m not sure what happened, or when it happened. At some point, down the road – I lost my personality. On the internet, at least.

I’m sure some of you have seen my videos or maybe even met me in person – and you’re like “what? You have plenty of personality”. Well, those of you who used to talk to me on aim or some other form of communication (myspace even) a few years ago would agree with me.

I’m not funny anymore, and my personality is just… gone. I don’t do fun things anymore, I ignore people, and I’m just boring. I don’t know what happened.

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  • Jesse
    Maybe what you're considering to be a loss of personality is really just a combination of a few things:

    First, I'd guess you're probably under a lot of pressure with Subeta, and now you've taken on more projects. Perhaps you're just overworked.

    Also, maybe you spend too much on the internet. At a certain point of doing nothing but working and stuff like that on the internet, everything just kind of become blah, I'd think.

    But, you can't expect to stay the same person forever, you're growing up and changing and maturing as an individual. There's no rule that says you have to be funny and quirky every second, and the fact is you're very intelligent and have a lot to offer as a person and that's plenty enough for people to want to befriend you. You don't have to entertain everybody all the time, just be who you are. Your personality is definitely there, I think you're just thinking of personality in the wrong way in this case. Don't consider your personality to be how "fun" you are, consider it to be the kind of person you are inside, what you believe in and how you feel.

    Sorry if this sounded like a lecture, just trying to be helpful. ^_^
  • I'd put it down to being busy, not lack of personality. Busy and tired. :)
  • Although I have never honestly ever even attempted at any contact with you, I think know what you mean. You're so entertained with the internet one moment & all happy. Then you get pushed into that state where typing "lol" after every word just makes you want to kill yourself. Well, maybe not kill yourself, but you just hate it. I've gone through it. Your just alot older than me, which is odd.
  • :[ Aww.

    I know we havent been talking much in the past couple thousand years but I do notice a difference from 13-y/o Keith to now :[ Same thing was happening to me last year...... and I just took a break from it all and did what made me happy, and it came back :]

    Hope you feel better hun <3
  • I don't know what you mean :). writing is just writing, I don't really think writing IS your personality is it? D:
  • deadrosesinsidelolemo
    The Internet happened to you, haven't you figured that out? It happens to nearly everyone who stays here too long, or gets caught up in the wrong raid. It's thanks to Subeta that I lost mine. Longcat lol thx Keef <3
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